Sunday, March 25, 2012

fix me, fix u

Hi There

it's 3.20 am.. i took coke just now.. lpe mende tu ade caffeine!! oiii.. =_=''
saboo je la.. ahaa..

feeling like an astronaut, alone in the space of time.. with a table lamp.. 
discovering the spaces within.. like an astronaut..
others think that they're cool, but deep inside, no one knows, that they r alone after all..
lying on a bed of memories..
that sometimes they wish it would never been created..
the memories that floating malignantly with the stars..
even black hole couldn't suck em out from the milky way..
and it remains,
colliding with new comers meteor,
crashed it down, crumpled up all the memories,
instead of making a new one..
no one can fix the memories,
no one can fix the astronaut,
no one can fix me..
and here come a dwarf star, singing me a lullaby..

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you 

a beauty lullaby to the astronaut 
that had been sang by the dwarf star
to the other aliens within milky way
and to the other astronaut before
just because, the astronaut is just a soul to replace...

p/s: irreplaceable is just a word.. not an act.. a dream, not a reality 

Monday, March 12, 2012

to all gorgeous women!


hehe, i think it' never to late to wish this..
kan kan! hehe.. :)
senanye da minum tea.. barely can sleep back.. 
caffeine ciput je kowt! T_T sigh... hurm

so what have i done?

watched house
utubing like there will be no  internet tomorrow
eating twix like they would eat me back if i didn't eat them.. T_T
rearranged my book-shelf (a lil.. ahaha sbb tarik2 balek buku, pastu terabur balek)
read books (only read, u know, like read and u can recall nothing after that)
tumblr walking
blog walking
ok, so much thingssss.. ahahahaha..

but yet, still.. it's 3.17 am now.. tomorrow i got class at 8.20.. 
caffeine.. is analeptic drug.. it can rise ur blood pressure and increase ur cardiac work that will lead to increase in cardiac automatism.. ur central nervous system will be activated.. ahaha, and bla bla bla.. all the pharmacological thingy..

ahaa, some of my friends had developed tolerance towards caffeine.. ngee, diorg ckp if minum two cups pown, nothing actually happen.. hurm, jgn addict sudeee..

ades, coffee plak.. 
women lah, women!!
ahaa, got one interesting pic for ya!

unity in diversity! heee.. :D cute rite! 

i love the idea of placing the hijab women between hawaiian girl and black girl.. it just awesome!!!
so do appreciate ourself as a women.. no matter who u are!! hehe.. :D 

p/s: gonna sleep! :D

Sunday, March 4, 2012


Hi There!

assalamualaikum n hye n privet..
today, election day kat russia.. or we call it as vibor.. cam viber pown ade. haha.. :D so, arinie, uni pesan, jgn kuar.. curfew la konon2.. takot jadi pape.. risau if ade golongan muda mudi yg akan memberontak.. and attack foreigner.. so, back to topic...

semput? ape tu? dyspnea? ahaa, x tau.. x cukup napas..
hurm, talking bout nizhny game which will be held in the middle of april.. 
going or not going.. that's a BIG question to be answered by me, instantly..
i heard that cost dia mahal.. almost 8000rubles.. 
mula2 denga.. O_O pastu, lame2 jadi T_T.. sbb semput, x de duet.. 
mahal woooo!! 800 hinggit tuuu, i can buy flight tickets 3 kali ulang alek key el key b tauu.. heheee.. 
pastu, ade rumors cakap, it decreases till 6000 rubles.. stillll, mahal.. =_='' igt chop duet ka? buttttt, if bawah 6000, i'm going..  sebab bukan senang nk gi nizny.. hehe..

jumpe kawan2 lame.. roomates kat intec sume kat nizhny.. ngeee.. sonok if dapat pegi and pelok2 diorg.. :D jumpe kawan2 laen.. heee..

so, i'm CONSIDERING... still 50-50.. dunno yet
so, game ape nak maen? futsal da cam ilang ditelan zaman.. 
*tenung kasut futsal bawah rak* [. .]
nnti i use u bebeh! i'll usee!! heee.. taun depan ek.. 
hurm, maen netball pown ok.. tapi denga citer da penuh..
erghh, wateva.. 
ade la pengalaman sket maen netball.. x mantab pown.. just simpanan.. hehe
bley maen c.. sbb ske lari2.. :D nak shoot x masuk.. ngee
nape x maen position laen?

WA: sbb slalu terlebey line... n defender biasanya akan tolak2 WA nie
WD:attacker akan lalu depan mata, block semua pandangan.. n slalu x igt line!!
GA:ha nie, lagi la, kene shoot, i'm not a good shooter, lagi2 time neves2
GD:hurm, pendek, so x bley.. ahaha, 
GS:pendek!! nnti GK letak tgn kat depan mata, cover teruss
GK:lagi la, GS tu boley shoot bola lalu atas kepala *over*

butttttttttttttttt, but!!! stamina da kurangggggg
hurm, naek tangga morph nak gi lecture tingkat 7 pown rase cam da second stage asphyxia.. T_T
hahaha, so, if nak maen, kene alternate slalu kowt.. entahla.. 
tapiii, maen netball kat intervasity game nie, ganass... 
body contact cam ok je.. tolak sane sini, so if nak maen netball kene jdi tough! 
iyah iyahh!! heee

hahaha! :D

nak jogging.. tpii, snow manyakk.. camne nk jogging? hurm, 
x taw camne nk improve stamina.. we'll wait n see.. klu murah, i'm going..
btw, i gained weight. like a loooot! urghh.. need to regain my stamina back!

p/s: supposed to study, but ending up with writing these.. =_=''

Friday, March 2, 2012

the least i can do

Hi There

we do care!

assalamualaikum.. this is a campaign poster.. under ARIF France.. the least i can do is, to participate in this campaign.. :D the least i can do to make people realize, how we can play role in helping our brothers n sisters in syria.. 

for those who wondering, camne make up flag tu.. i'll make a short tutorial.. *x de vid, so use ur imagination* ngeee.. sorry.. 

stuff u need:
green eyeliner
black eyeliner
silver/white eyeliner
eyeshadow palate ( needed colour: green, black,white)
of course liquid foundation
last but not least, gell ink pen (red)  for the stars

1) cover part of ur skin, intensely with foundation..
2)line up ur upper lid with black eyeliner.. to intense the colour, u can also lined the lower lid
3) lay over white eyeshadow on the eyelid, covering all the eyeball (closed eye)
4) intense it with silver/white eyeliner
5)then, shade ur upper part of the eye, below the eyebrow, with green eyeshadow
6) then, after finished all, draw line to guide u to draw the flag
7)using the eyeliners continue colouring the flag..
8) tidy up em all using ur finger.. shade it all, blend em together
9)draw small stars using gell ink pen
10) WALLA! hehe.. 

heheee, simple an!

p/s: try this at home!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

short sem

Hi There~

wooooottt, lame x bukak blog.. hee, being bz lately.. kelas pagi petang.. prep siang malam.. erk, siang? ngeee.. blaja masak pown prep la kan... ahaha.. :p ngeee.. it's not that busy actually, but what i can say, i feel that my day had been full fill with something beneficial.. not like those all days, smpai ade one time tgok 4 movies in a day.. T_T manyaknye masaaaa dluuuuu!! amboiiiiii, nk patah balek n curi sket la!

hee, why short sem? sem nie dua bulan je ke? ke seminggu? ke sehari? kenape? NONONO, nothing changed.. this sem same je cam sem laen.. got 4 months of studies, 1 month of exam.. still the same.. buttt!!! the subjects had multiply to the power of infinityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! 8 terbalek, haa, infinity!! urghhh.. manyak subjectsssssssssssss.. last theory year kan! chayok2!!

kadang2, x rasa pown seminggu berlalu, tgok2 eh2, da monday balek.. pastu tetibe malaise.. heeee.. :D btw, this will be a short entry.. just saying hi to my blog! :D

hye organs! :D hehe, i want to know each of u better!

p/s: blaja jom!