thankie for the reminder

Hi There~

a reminder from a friend,

 the most precious thing i ever had... 

a cute girl with a meaningful ayat from Al-Quran

credit to farahin for this cute picture! hehe.. :) it makes me smile all day long.. love ukthi fillah.. :)

p/s: always remember Allah, because He never fail to remember you.. :) WHOA! hehe.. Allah loves us!!! suke2!! n_n

sweety pie of my heart~

Hi There~


it's 3.17am
and i'm still awake.. arghhh!! time colloq ngantok jee,, time abes colloq, x moo plak tidoq.. urgh.. =_=''

...

sitting alone by myself, i drew this..

my nephew and niece
owh, mereka mmg ske bejoget2 time webcam.. :D

sitting alone by myself, i remember the warm hug from my niece,
the cool dance from ika,
the curious type of question from her...


sitting alone by myself, i remember the baby face of my nephew,
the small finger of his that hold mine,
the small foot of his that learn to walk...


T_T.. miss em sooo much!! huhu.. they all grow up sooo fast.. adam didn't recognize me well.. hehe..well, he's about 2 years old.. 
ika still thinks that i'm her big sister.. hehe.. nie ayat dia.. 

"ciksue2, ciksue kakak ika kan? kita kan satu family"

then i said "ciksue nie aunty ika la"

then she replied.. "x bley camtu.. u are my sister"

and me.. "urghh.. ok"

and adam plak.. when he saw me kat webcam, dia pi bersilat, belasah monitor.. =_='' haha.. :P
hehe... ok,, till then.. erm, ase cam nk balek mesia, peluk diorg, n ckp kat adam, igt muka ciksue nieee.... then balek sini balek.. :P


p/s: miss em soo much!

indahnya kita

Salam and Hi there!!!! 

fuuuuuhh~ tiup habuk kt blog.. hehe.. n_n feeling nk update blog tu, da lame ade, but x de mase n idea.. =_=''' hehe..but, this morning, something had trigger me to update my blog.. *trigger, cam receptor je.. 

this morning, before besiap nk g class, someone send me this msg:

"pakai tutup aurat dengan sempurna taw =] n labuhkan tudung"...

ayat nie, make me think twice before i grabbed my clothes in the wardrobe.. make me think twice to be too fashionable, make me think twice when i saw my reflection in the mirror...

IT DOES MAKE ME THINK TWICE

it makes me think, and made me write this...

so, talking about aurat...

someone said that, some people choose to membungkus aurat rather than menutup aurat.. maybe untuk amek syarat je.. maybe sbb x nk bagi rase bersalah sgt.. or mybe sbb it's fashion! hehe.. if ada kene mengena ngan fashion, can revisit my post here: 

think twice, either it is beautiful or beauty-fool???

if we pkai ketat2, as if membungkus aurat kita, maybe kita akan kelihatan seperti pocong??, eh, seperti pembalut nangka?? ngee~ x tauuu~ 

tapi, ade org ckp pakai legging ngan bju labuh tu cantekk.. stylooo.. erm, mmg la stylo di dunia, stylo di mata yg melihat, tapi ganjaran daripada Allah camne?? adakah stylo jugak?? so, klu nk dapat ganjaran yg stylo, we must obey what Allah had stated in Al-Quran.. cover our aurat perfectly.. mybe bley beli seluar a go-go klu nk stylo.. hehe.. :)

erm, nowadays, byk fashion2 tudung yg menarek2,, hehe, :D bestt.. sbb ade variation, bley pilih nk pkai cara ape.. x de la dull sgt, pkai cara same je.. 

butttt, hati2, jgn for the sake of fashion, kita alpa, tudung kita x menutup aurat dengan sempurna but hnya sekadar menutup aurat..ada byk bezanya antara sekadar and sempurna.. sesungguhnya Allah suka akan kesempurnaan.. so, apatah lagi kita, kene la laaaagiii suke ngan kesempurnaa.. :D labuhkan tudung, tutup dada.. klu fashion tu asalnye x cover dada, modified la sket, hehe, mase nie la kita uji tahap creativity kita.. n_n

btw, sy pown, still dalam proses utk menyempurnakan aurat.. yes, i admit that it is hard to accept that we're wrong, but it is x susah to begin to accept the truth.. for me, i can say that, i had change a lil.. and still trying to improve myself.. 

so, try to start lil by lil, coz when u start to change sepntas kilat, u'll not last long.. nie based on pnglmn sndiri.. 

mybe firstly try pkai lapik tudung, if tdg yg slalu pkai tu jarang.. 

then, next try beli tudung yg x jarang... 

then move on dgn labuhkan tudung... 

and try to be on track all the time.. kuatkan iman n hati.. insyallah, ganjaran Allah yg menanti kita.. insyallah..

yesss, cover ur chest! 

p/s: sudi2 la menegur kawan2 kita, sbb, sometimes, maybe dia x perasan.. maybe dia leka.. or terlalu taksub ngan fashion... n lastly, thanks to someone that made me think twice this morning.. n_n

caramel pudding~

Hi There! :D


whooa! :D:D yeahh.. 

it's been so long that i didn't make my fav pudding.. caramel pudding.. 

lately, i'd been missing my family soooo much.. miss those cooking made by my mom n sis.. especially my sis's pudding~ she had taught me how to cook this pudding since i'm in lower form.. hehe.. 


even though i had made these pudding thousandss of time before, but their taste n structure isn't as perfect as my sis's pudding... T_T she's sooooo good at cookinggg~ i adoreeee her.. hehe.. (huh, bila la nk jadi cam my sis niiee~ aishh!)


ok2, so here i want to share the simplest recipe to make caramel pudding~ hehe, soooo simple, even teddy bear pown bley wat, klu kita gerak2kan dia la... n_n.. heeeee...


sooo, the ingredients are~
for pudding:
6 eggs
1 table spoon castard/corn flour/flour(*listed according to priority)
1 tea spoon vanilla essence
1 tin evaporated milk (susu cair)
1 cup sugar

evaporated milk.. 

for caramel:
6 table spoons sugar
1/2 cup water


so, how to make it?
u need a blender.. blend all the ingredients for pudding together.. just blend it.. hehe.. senanggkann~


for caramel, masak gula n air.. and wait till the colour of the sugar turn golden yellow.. add some water if the water evaporate sooo fast..


meanwhile, heat up ur steamer.. important! 


when the sugar had changed to our desired colour, then, pour the caramel into bekas yg nk masak puding.. jgn tggu till sugar to jadi brown sgt2, nati pahittt.. x cedappp~ hehe.. trust me, it used to happen to me~ hehe.. :P

this is golden yellow..~ hehe..

ratakan caramel kat bekas tu.. the reason is to make sure that pudding will not stick to the bekas.. hehe.. then pour the blended ingredients into the bekas.. :D:D then, masuk lam steamer for about 40 minutes.. 


and tadaaaa~ WAAALLLAA! ready to eat ur own caramel pudding.. :D hehe.. 

yuuuummyy! aishhh, lapa la plak tgok nieeee.. T_T

celamat mencuba.. n_n 


p/s: a tribute to my sister! mish u dear... muahx!

bad things happen and i'm the lucky person...

Hi There!!~

today... a BAD day.. i'll remember this date 4evaa.. huh~ 

I HATE U PICKPOCKET! uh.. 

and people, be extra carefullllllllllll... pickpocket belambbak kat luarr.. huh, so tiringggg, pegi police station and gave some statement, adeh, camla bley dapat balek purse tu.. the chance is 0.9%,, am i hoping?? urgh~ 


pleaseeeeeee, always zip ur bag, and put ur bag in front.. and DON'T bring all ur moneyyy with u.. T_T

i hate u pickpockettttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: please, be extra careful... or u all gonna end up like me.. T_T

talking about the past..

Hi There~!!

hehe.. lastlyyyy... I GOT INTERNEEEETTTTTT!!!! like WHOAAA!!!! lame kooowt tgguuu... idup kat umah kawan cam nomad for a couples of day.. pheww~~ haha.. n_n

erm.. it's been sooo long since last time i log in here,, hehe. so for today, i wanna share sumtin with u all.. bila bkak notebook lame, sye jumpe mende nie.. :) and i think that i should share this with u guys.. 

it started when i asked myself about future.. erm.. what gonna happen in this near future.. am i gonna be a good doc?? am i gonna be rich?? am i gonna be a good mother(?)?? thinking about being a mom, i questioned myself once more.. "WHAT?" aiyoo, i'm not preparedddd!!!! ottokee?? then, tnpa disedari, i had wrote some lines in my notebook.. owh, lpe lak, situasi : meja stadi,, 

so, this is what i had wrote about a year ago.. haha,, bila baca balik, rase klaka la plak...

"ready or not??? mom to be?? so who's the dad?? -.-'' jodoh??? ape tu?? haha.. erm,,    talking about jodoh...

Bila kita bercakap mengenai jodoh,apa yang terbayang kat fikiran kita is pasangan hidup yg kita ade skang..

btw, kita pasti ke dia tu jodoh kita??x kan la dia kowt.. ewww~

dia tu baek x?jaga solat x??

bley x dia nak jadi suami u??bley ke dia nak jadi daddy kepada anak2 u nanti??

u yakin ke dia bley educate anak2 u?? yakin??

bley ke dia membentuk anak2 u jadi beriman?? tunaikan semua rukun iman n islam???

bley ke dia mangun malam2 utk jaga u??bila u saket, bila u tired sgt2, bila u penin, dia sudi jaga u??

u yakin ke dia akan bangun kul 3-4 pagi nak wat susu kat anak??

u yakin ke dia akan bagi nafkah kat u???u sure ke dia akn gne rezeki dia ke jalan yg betol??

bley ke dia bersabar ngan panas baran u??

sggup x dia basuh baju u??sanggup x dia kemas umah future u, sggup ke??? ha??jawab2!!!!

bley ke psngan u yg skang nie wat semua mende ni!bley ke? bley ke? u sure ke??

so, berdoalah smoga jodoh kita tu baek, beriman, beramal soleh, menyayangi Allah and love his family too..Insyallah... :)

erm, these thoughts that make me change before.. i think, these can change u too!!......."

p/s: i feel so matanggggg!! haha.. this WAS me, a year agoo.. :P matang la jgak.. tapi skang cam kanak2 je.. hehe.. :p hope this can help u guys too~ like WHOAA!

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh~

HI THERE!!~

It seems a while that i didn't write here.. huhu.. a looooooottt of things come and go.. 
MOOD FOR TODAY: tired, tired, tiiiiirreeddddddddddd..
i have to clean my new house, cam kemas2.. urggh, barang2 so banyak.. saket muscle2.. T_T 

p/s: moving to a new house that is CHEAP is awesome but tiring.. T_T