talking about the past..

Hi There~!!

hehe.. lastlyyyy... I GOT INTERNEEEETTTTTT!!!! like WHOAAA!!!! lame kooowt tgguuu... idup kat umah kawan cam nomad for a couples of day.. pheww~~ haha.. n_n

erm.. it's been sooo long since last time i log in here,, hehe. so for today, i wanna share sumtin with u all.. bila bkak notebook lame, sye jumpe mende nie.. :) and i think that i should share this with u guys.. 

it started when i asked myself about future.. erm.. what gonna happen in this near future.. am i gonna be a good doc?? am i gonna be rich?? am i gonna be a good mother(?)?? thinking about being a mom, i questioned myself once more.. "WHAT?" aiyoo, i'm not preparedddd!!!! ottokee?? then, tnpa disedari, i had wrote some lines in my notebook.. owh, lpe lak, situasi : meja stadi,, 

so, this is what i had wrote about a year ago.. haha,, bila baca balik, rase klaka la plak...

"ready or not??? mom to be?? so who's the dad?? -.-'' jodoh??? ape tu?? haha.. erm,,    talking about jodoh...

Bila kita bercakap mengenai jodoh,apa yang terbayang kat fikiran kita is pasangan hidup yg kita ade skang..

btw, kita pasti ke dia tu jodoh kita??x kan la dia kowt.. ewww~

dia tu baek x?jaga solat x??

bley x dia nak jadi suami u??bley ke dia nak jadi daddy kepada anak2 u nanti??

u yakin ke dia bley educate anak2 u?? yakin??

bley ke dia membentuk anak2 u jadi beriman?? tunaikan semua rukun iman n islam???

bley ke dia mangun malam2 utk jaga u??bila u saket, bila u tired sgt2, bila u penin, dia sudi jaga u??

u yakin ke dia akan bangun kul 3-4 pagi nak wat susu kat anak??

u yakin ke dia akan bagi nafkah kat u???u sure ke dia akn gne rezeki dia ke jalan yg betol??

bley ke dia bersabar ngan panas baran u??

sggup x dia basuh baju u??sanggup x dia kemas umah future u, sggup ke??? ha??jawab2!!!!

bley ke psngan u yg skang nie wat semua mende ni!bley ke? bley ke? u sure ke??

so, berdoalah smoga jodoh kita tu baek, beriman, beramal soleh, menyayangi Allah and love his family too..Insyallah... :)

erm, these thoughts that make me change before.. i think, these can change u too!!......."

p/s: i feel so matanggggg!! haha.. this WAS me, a year agoo.. :P matang la jgak.. tapi skang cam kanak2 je.. hehe.. :p hope this can help u guys too~ like WHOAA!