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salam semua!!
di bulan ramadhan yg mulia ni,  terbaring2 di rumah, sbb cuti kan,. seronok! rasa nak freeze kan je masa kat sini n be here forever with umi n abah..
tapi masa tetap akan berlalu, depa x mo tggu kita kan, kita yg kene kejar masa.. raya pon dah hampir tiba,, tapi muka gue penuh dengan mende2 yg x sepatutnya..

time exam aritu, memang ada exacerbation of acne kat muka ni.. rasa cam naek campak pon ade.. but it is acne.. red faces, abis setiap kali exam, examiner tego muka merah, aiya, malu maaa.. dah la konon nk try jaga muka sblom tu sblom balek, konon nk ada best face lah time jumpa parents, tapi hurm... x kesampaian.. sgala homeopahty treatment try masa kat volgo ritu.. madu, lemon, soda, avocado oil, olive oil,serum.. semua lah, tapi alhamdulillah jugak, at least terkawal sikit..

risau jugak kot2 ada baru plak.. and to make it worst, memang lam flight ada muncul acne baru.. n the past acne scars darken.. total nightmare!!!!

umi n abah memang terkejut lah tgok muka kan kat airport.. tpi slowly face need to recover.. stress exam or excited nak balek x tau lah yg mana yg trigger hormonal imbalance ni.. i dunno,. anxiety ritu kot? haahaa..

balek rumah, ada bedak tanaka, best jugak bedak ni, dia ada pati limau nipis skali.. as bedak sejuk dia best, coz dia x tertanggal2 cam bedak sejuk putih tu,. dia memang smooth je n ketatkan kulit muka.. after wash em, memang kulit rasa lembut sikit, sikit la... hehe, everyday pakai setengah jam.. hopefully ada lah perubahan, da seminggu balek rumah, ada lah nampak sket muka dah kembali ke arah normal..

pastu ada peel off mask egg white! ha, yg ni memang best!!!!!! craeamy whitish pearly mask ni memang best abes!! skali peel dia x de la terbuang semua terus kotoran, kene repeated use, tapi terbaek! x saket masa peel.. n senang nak apply.. bersih!

pastu ada beli gel pengelupasan safi, yg ni pon the best! u can see the daki-ness on ur skin, bila rub2 gel ni kat muka.. phew!! best2!! lepas tu bilas ngan air or scrub st ives, memang rasa waaaaa sgt.. hehe..

skang kat muka ada parut2 hyperpigmentation.. kalu pegang x rasa bumpy dah,. macula je lah.. so, kene bersabar, klu x buat pape 3 months baru nak fade parut nih.. erm, sedey, tapi kan ade foundation!! terselamat lah raya nnti.. insyallah..  ;)

driving n driver

driving a car is an absolute satisfaction for a person like me.. i can control everything and i am in control of everything.. only u can decide which step to take.. these made us the driver the most crucial part on the road..

some reckless driver may cause a serious accident on road..  here we are talking about lil mistake, like x kasi signal time nk melintas, nak belok kanam kiri, lampu break x menyala, maen tekan je minyak tu.. haish.. after about 4 years pengalaman drive kete pegi balek kota bharu, memang byk reckless driver on road.. driving and a driver is a different thing, ur attitude as a driver will affect ur driving skill.. x semestinya dia tau drive dia a good driver ok!

paling pantang bila kita kat lane laju, kete nk bawak 40km/h. panas hati ni, n bila plak kita nak lintas dia, boley plak dia tekan minyak.. tapi tu lah, nak drive ni memang kene manyak bersabar.. :) yg jnis tiba2 belok without signal plak, memang geram, sbb kita tends tok drive laju imut kete dia, if dia tiba2 belok, mesti la nak terlanggar kan.. hurm, attitude drivers!!

and masa kita drive tu, kita kene selalu igt, bkan nyawa kita seorg je dalam tgn kita, nyawa of org kereta sekeliling kita pon dalam tangan kita sekali,, that is why, kene byk bertoleransi n bersabar.. tapi memang best pon tekan minyak till 100km/h.. memang best bawak laju, tapi bila jadi pape, kita memang x dpt nk kwl kete tu.. bahaya!!!

btw, pengalaman pling perit is time bawak kete n saket perut.. ya Allah, rasa cam nak campak kete pastu nak goleng2 tengah jalan ok.. lebey2 kalau senggugut.. peluh2 lam kete, otak x function, tpi kene fokus.. phew, so time x sehat, marah, emosi x stabil, jangan bawak kereta... selesakan fizikal n emosi anda dulu before bawak kete.. :)

of eisenmenger and transposition of great vessels

today, i started my summer practical at peads wards.. sebenarnye kene buat a and e, tapi x pe lah.. kebetulan tadi nak jadikan suprise, time dok masuk nak ikut ho n mo punya round, skali nmpak kak mas!! ya Allah, memang melompat2 lam ward tuu.. hehe, naseb baek kak mas cam lagi, walaupun muka ni dah x cantek cam dulu2.. T_T.. x pe.. yg penting kak mas cakap, buat praktikal biasa2 je, enjoy cuti tuu.. hehe, lap u kak mas!!

sebenarnya agak sedih bila tgok small kids sakit n they r really afraids of the doctors.. datang dekat nk pegang, dah nanges.. susah nk ases breathing rate, nk auscultate lung and heart.. nak tgok if ada splenomegaly or hepatomegaly pon susah.. tapi budak2 sgt comey.. hehe.. n specialist peads pon dah jadi cam budak2, semua kartun dia tahu.. :D

tadi ada dua patient yg menarik minat saya.. dua patient, yang even teringat kat diorg pon, dah boley senyum.. ada satu patient with down syndrome, about 11 years old, sagt funny n chubby... :D mula2 dia pakai high flow oxygen mask, which wayar mask tu dah pegi atas kepala dia cam belalai gajah dah.. hahaa, memang everybody gelak time tu.. comeyl, bila doc pgg katil dia, dia maen2 tgn doc tu.. alahaiii.. pastu tuka naso tube, skali dia maen2, letak kt dahi bagai.. haha, lupa letih jap.. and ayah dia sgt supportive. sgt playful dengan dia.. :) memang senyum manjang je tgok adik tu tadi.. and dia dah develop eisenmenger syndrome.. which dah ada clubbing hand, pulmonary edema, and right to left shunt.. so sad... cyanosis badly,,

then, ada one baby, dia ada transposition of great vessel, which right ventricle connect to aorta n left ventricle connect to pulm artery.. baby tu sgt2 cyanosis.. so small to endure the pain.. his mom memang nmpak riak wajah penat.. 24/7 .. force breathing which thorax dia memang dah deform.. sedey sgt., time blaja, igt x jumpa case ni, skali tgok depan mata n kat kelate plak tu., sedey sgt2222.. baby tu kelip2 je tgok kitorg..

overall, memang kesian kat baby n kids ni., tapi, they have to undergo several procedures like set iv line yang memang saket tu, makan ubat semua, so that they will get better and soon will be able to entertain themselves at the playground..  and this will eventually, ease their parents.. :)

cant wait to see those kids get their discharge form! lets pray for fhem..

hari ni pakai mask peel off dengan umi.. heheee

anxiety

al kisahnya, baru tahu diri. ni ada anxiety disorder..

masa flight lay over kat turkey, kitorg ada 40 minutes je untuk turun flight, cari gate dan naek shuttle dan naek flight balek.. ya allah, masa tu heart rate rasanya ada lam 90bpm.. =_=.. muka memang tense sgt, tpi naseb baek ada abg turkish airline yg escort kitorg pegi keja nex flight. tpi, masa tu memang tuhan je tau, camna rasa nak tertinggal flight n terfikir plak flight mas kat bangkok nanti burn, nak spend masa kat airport  bagai.. memang anxiety!!!! pastu dah smpai bangkok, 2.15 turun flight, nex flight ke kl 5.05.. memang dari sblom exam lagi dah cuak pasal gap masa ni..

hari hari cek flight status tgok on time ke tak flight, delay ke x, any short delay akan kacau schedule,.. cuak sgt, smpai rasa nk tuka tiket,, tpi naseb baek x tuka.. hehe.. btw, dok search kat tenet, semua org ckp airport bkk suvarnabhumi punya imigration ketat la, lama la, makan masa at least sejam la, turns out smalam from turun flight. to immigration, to amek cargo, it takes only 20 minutes max.. pastu drop bag kat counter.. memang sempat mandi kat bangkok, sblom flight kul 5.15 tu..

i dunno where did i inherited this anxiety disorder but i must control them starting from now! serius setiap sejam tgok flight stats pasal flight tu.. regime flight semua.. oh god!